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  1. 85

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    Lime tries to deal with their feelings for Blue. Blue doesn't make it easy.

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  2. 21

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    Shane Hollander doesn't know what he is. He knows what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are different things.

    Ilya Rozanov knows what he is. He can't control what he wants. For a long time, he tells himself those are the same thing.

    This is the story of two boys who handle it badly—from a junior tournament in Canada to the NHL draft to the moment a security camera at the end of a hallway changes everything

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    They exchange numbers at the very beginning. It makes them reckless.

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    “I haven’t really been to a wedding where I’ve, uh… let loose. But, hey,” Dennis shrugged, “maybe I’m doing it wrong.”

    “If I hadn’t already agreed to go to this conference, I’d offer to go with you,” Robby said casually. “Show you how it’s done. I’ve got a good track record as a plus-one, too.” Dennis had to say something. To interrupt. To shut this down. But what was he supposed to say? No, you can’t be my plus one, because I lied about my cousin, and there is no wedding, and it seems a little weird to bring a date to a fucking funeral– “Apparently parents love it when you bring home a doctor.”

    And just like that, the bubble popped.

    “I’m not gay,” Dennis snapped.

    He had never hated the sound of his own voice as much as he did right then.

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    Or, Dennis is anxiously headed home for a "wedding" in Broken Bow, Nebraska, the details of which are increasingly fuzzy. Robby's got a medical conference in Omaha that same weekend. So they carpool. Seventeen hours both ways in an enclosed space with no way out except a tuck and roll. This'll go great.

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    "Well, you see." Fred says slowly. "I cannot tell you much else. But he will."
    Lando’s eyes snap open. "You
    did not invite your friend who uncontrollably turns into a giant to our fucking WG."
    "I didn’t." he answers immediately, and Lando slumps into the chair from sheer relief. "He’s aware that in his… current conditions he shouldn’t travel. He’s not stupid, Lando, just desperate. But I told him about you."
    "Me." Lando says flatly.
    "Yes, about your research. And he would like to talk to you. See if you can help him figure out what’s going on with him."
    "Me." Lando repeats again. "No. Why. Why?"

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    Lando's a folklore geneticist fresh out of his PhD. He bums around his shared flat in Berlin, goes on mental health walks, gets stoned regularly, and tries to convince funding bodies (and himself) that his research is worth supporting.
    Oscar is a rising star in the world of motorsports who accidentally discovers himself to be the carrier of a previously unknown, but seemingly very dangerous Gene, which could easily end his career and potentially a few lives.
    Fred, Lando's roommate and Oscar's friend, may have a solution to both of their problems.

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    After a reckless night, Zanka finds his whole world turning upside down by the force that is Jabber Wonger, a stranger who embodied everything Zanka had been taught to denounce. Everything in his life gets redefined, leaving him unsteady and lost.

    And free.

     

    (Zanka is gonna be frustrating as hell at first, bear with me he has character development to go through!)

    Edit 4/1: Please do not ask me who tops and who bottoms. I will not answer. This fic is not only about sex, there's a story being told, a larger narrative. If the most important thing to you when reading this is who tops and who bottoms, this story isn't for you. Thank you.

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    "My friends will already have called the police or whatever." Ochako says through a sigh. "Gotta get back, make sure they don't think I've gotten kidnapped or bled out in an alley somewhere."

    Himiko looks at her again. Heatedly. And suddenly, Ochako is aware of the fact that she's outside, alone, with a very pretty girl who also happens to be showing a lot of skin. 

    after ochako spills all her secrets to a pretty stranger in a club, she's then bitten by said stranger. she ends up liking this way too much.

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    “Jesus, Whitaker, I’m not going to hurt you.”

    Dennis didn’t mean to say it outloud. It was just an impulsive thought that slipped right out, but before his brain could catch up to his mouth, he blurted out:

    “Could you?”

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    Dennis thinks he needs to be punished in order to be saved and Robby is more than willing to save him. The two start a worryingly under negotiated relationship. Boundaries are crossed, kinks are explored, and something resembling love is pieced together along the way.

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    “Imagine for a moment, if you might, how you would feel if someone indulged you in this ‘fascination.'"

     

    Will huffs. “Close my eyes and visualize a sexual scenario in front of my therapist? Isn’t that bordering a little on the side of inappropriate?”

     

    “If it causes you mental distress, shouldn’t I, as your therapist, be inclined to treat it?” Hannibal asks, his voice smooth and calm, seemingly unaffected by the idea. Suddenly, for a reason that Will doesn’t want to acknowledge, Hannibal being unaffected by his salacious desires makes him blanch where only a moment ago he wished the conversation had never begun.

     

    During a late night conversation over drinks, Hannibal discovers that Will has a repressed shoe fetish and sets about deconstructing Will's shame about his desires.

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  9. 49

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    "Are you asking me if it's okay that you... desire your wife?"

    "I'm being serious!"

    Aang is no stranger to desire, but this feels new, nearly carnal, every time his pretty wife with her hand placed on the gentle swell of her stomach asks him for a favour. Aang hasn’t felt so… needed by her, and it’s awakened something awful in him.

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    Or; Aang and Katara are expecting their first baby and Aang is having a hard time understanding the affect it's having on him.

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    Naruto tells the world he is happy
    He has a family, a title, a face on the mountain.
    Sasuke tells himself he doesn't care.
    He walks the edge of the world like he always has.

    But one late visit to the Hokage's office breaks the illusion they both have been clinging to.

    They can lie to their friends.
    They can lie to their wives.
    But they’ve never been able to lie to each other.

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  11. 9

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    rob is home alone and all pent up, however shall he cope?

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  12. 28

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    I sat back, breathing hard. I remember seeing him there on the floor, head lolling back, unable to draw my eyes from the pale expanse of his throat.

    “Richard,” he slurred, not even picking his up his head to look at me, “you should fuck me.”

    In which Francis and Richard get very, very drunk.

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    It was no secret that Eli knew a lot about Chiss mythology from his home planet. What he never told anyone is why.

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    “Good,” she says, reverent, and it’s humiliating that this admission relieves you in any sense at all. You hate yourself viciously for several long seconds; you clamp down on her hand and truly begin crying — big, gasping sobs. “Oh, yes, yes, Reverend Daughter, that’s incredible… good…”

    Cytherea takes Harrow’s repression personally and resolves to teach her a thing or two.

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      made me cry
      good job

    • 12 Jan 2026

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      I think reading this after finishing GtN was somewhat of a bespoke experience for me. I had already dabbled before, but this basically kickstarted my love of reading and writing darkfic. The process of reading it also gave me truckloads of bottom dysphoria and residual psychic damage reminiscent of past traumatic experiences. This fic had captured me so much that many months down the line, I would go on to write 'Fractured Porcelain' (my first microfiction, which was also heavily inspired by the then mostly dead 'Empty Spaces' microfiction scene on Twitter). That story bore many traces of the impact this one left on me. Couldn't recommend this enough.

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    Severus' life is colourless—his mate doesn’t love him, he feels like a failure as an omega and the only thing that gives his life any meaning is his job at Horcrux Solutions. At thirty-nine, he expects nothing to change until a young intern shows him that the best colour of all is Black.

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  17. 20

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    Fourth likes older men. Gemini likes making bad decisions. An explicit story about affair, guilt, shame and desire.

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    When Will came out, he was relieved to be accepted by the people closest to him, especially Mike, and especially after Will made it clear to Mike that he was his crush. It was just a silly, stupid crush that really wasn’t about Mike at all. The best part is, Will got over it quickly, and they were able to laugh it off and remain friends. Things have been solid since he let those feelings go. That dumb high school bullshit is in the past. Their friendship is far too important to dwell on a crush that is doomed to be unreciprocated.

    Imagine Will’s surprise when he catches Mike in a Chicago gay bar making out with another man.

    Turns out, Mike is gay. So, what now? What is he supposed to do with this information? More importantly, what does that mean for them?

    Friends? No thanks.

    Best friends.

    Or: The one where Mike is gay and Will is in the Friend Zone the whole time as he helps Mike along his self-acceptance journey.

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    Hailey Janine Potter looked up to her aunt very much. Her Aunt Petunia worked hard and Hailey strived to be like her one day. The ladies had very much in common and gossiped quite often around the house. But there was one secret that Petunia Dursley was not going to ever share with anyone. It was the fact that Hailey Potter was her sister's baby, Harry Potter.

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    Draco Malfoy has a long history of repression, and after an accidental voyeuristic encounter, he finds himself absolutely thirsting after Hermione Granger: Chief Witch of the Wizengamot, Goddess Divine and Ron Weasley's wife.

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