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Many Loved Before Us, I Know That We Are Not New by servetas
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Jan 2026
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“This is hard to talk about,” is all he says, though he knows it will amount to nothing.
Shane’s fingertips are feather-soft on his chest. “You have to.”
He has to, because Shane and Ilya have this thing, now, this agreement. Nothing is too hard to talk about. Nothing is off limits. They have to be bare, have to surrender the deepest crevice of their soul to one another. And Ilya, for whom this is easier said than done, whose chest carries a perpetual weight, an immovable mass, it’s all worth it – worth the relief smoothing over Shane’s features, the reassurance that he’s not worried anymore, that Ilya can give him this peace, albeit only a fragment of what Shane gives him by just being there when he wakes up. He would never say it, but he thinks that what he has to offer to Shane amounts to nothing – nothing compared to what Shane does, what Shane is, by simply nuzzling into his chest and sighing into his sleep, late at night when all Ilya can do is lay awake and just feel.
“I need more,” Ilya says. “And is nothing you can do. I need you inside me, and it feels terrible.” He swallows, with great difficulty. God. “I need to– I need to eat you.”
or, Ilya never knew love can hurt this good
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fuck fuck fuck i love them so much and i love how much they love each other IM GONNA PUKE THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH IM GONNA KMS
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desperate by sobashouto (snowandfire)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
31 Dec 2025
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Bakugou’s surprise at the kiss isn’t the kind that Hitoshi expected—not stiff and haughty that Hitoshi would dare to touch him but desperate to get it right, do it right, and the unpracticed rush of it all makes Hitoshi ache.
The nerves coming off of Bakugou make Hitoshi that much braver, and he finally takes what he wants. Kissing him like the new year won’t even come and this might be the only moment they ever get.
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Are you willing to destroy your body for someone you love? To carve yourself apart just to be seen as enough?
Are you prepared to carry the scars, the pain, the price that never fades?
And when it’s over, was it ever truly worth it?
Do you regret everything you’ve lost?
Would you go back, if going back meant facing the same emptiness again?This is not just the story of Ivan’s desperation, this is the slow unraveling of a man who hated himself too much to live as he was, and the cruel weight Till must bear in loving him.
Because love alone cannot stop someone from breaking, and sometimes, saving a person means watching them shatter in your arms.Main Story – For What I’m Not
First Sequel – For What I Am, With You
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“Don’t you ever want more with… your soulmate?” With me. Don’t you ever want more with me?
Shane waited patiently for Rozanov’s answer, his heart pounding away in his chest as he stared at the other man.
“No,” Rozanov said decisively. Shane felt his heart shatter as the other man flicked his cigarette dismissively. “I do not have a soulmate.”
Oh. Shane sat in stunned silence for a few moments, his glass of vodka frozen in midair, halfway to his lips.
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Ilya has lived his life knowing he would never find a soulmate, and Shane has lived his life waiting for his soulmate to acknowledge him.
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For weeks, Hotch has been unable to get Reid to confess to the crime, he is convinced, Reid committed. Finally out of other options, he decides to edge and fuck Reid senseless, maybe then he might confess.
#BEWARE: THE MENTIONED CRIME, IS INCREDIBLY HARMLESS
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Resident Jamie Tartt, the footballer who wanted to be loved by orphan_account
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
25 Nov 2022
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Roy, Keeley, and Ted take care of Jamie after the run-in with his father at Wembley. Exhausted, Jamie lets himself gain two romantic partners and find a father figure.
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- Part 9 of Residents
- Part 1 of Roleemie (Roy Kent/Keeley Jones/Jamie Tartt)
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of hormones and hopeless infatuation by GreerGray
Fandom 僕らの食卓 | Bokura no Shokutaku | Our Dining Table (Manga), 僕らの食卓 | Bokura no Shokutaku | Our Dining Table (TV)
02 Oct 2023
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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.
Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”
“Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.
Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.
OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
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- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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Your Touch Was A Dream (Your Absence A Nightmare) by negativefouriq
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
11 Feb 2023
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Keith has it made. He comes home from work every day to Lance’s beaming smile and gentle teasing about the grease on his clothes. He’s got everything he’s ever wanted. He’s happy. So fucking happy.
Except that things have been a little different, recently. For the past few weeks, he’s been coming home to his usual smile and kiss, but the idle chattering or excited rambles — Keith feels as if they’ve become a rarity. Their home used to be filled with the sound of Lance’s voice, silent only when he’s reading or focused intently on something, eyes narrowed and tongue peeking out of his mouth.
Lance still looks happy. He still curls up with Keith on the couch after dinner, socked feet in Keith’s lap and three million blankets over his shoulders. He still sends Keith a myriad of heart emojis on his lunch break. Their sex life has not suffered.
But the lectures. The constant infodumps of whatever passing thing has grabbed Lance’s attention. They’re gone. And Keith’s devastated about it.
He misses Lance’s voice.
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OR: One day Lance, the motormouth, the loud boy, the one who's always got something to say, stops talking. And Keith starts to feel like he can't live without it. -
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The mission was supposed to be simple. But then both Allison and Stiles were kissing him and Scott was totally on board with that.
AKA: Allison and her boyfriend and his boyfriend
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Level 1 bonds, at their core, are practical things. They are incredibly clinical, especially in the MLH. Injected with grade A suppressants to keep the bond controlled, exchanging scents as briefly as was manageable, a quick barely-there shallow bite to the gland on the omega's neck, paperwork filed with the league office after a full day of observations, and suddenly an omega is considered 'safe' to play professional hockey. The omega, now bonded, is considered less likely to 'disrupt team dynamics,' whatever that means.
Shane had been nineteen when Montreal assigned him to Gilbert Comeau.
OR: omegas are only allowed to play professional hockey if they enter into a contracted bond with an alpha on their team. Shane's alpha in Montreal is more than lackluster, but what can he expect? Though, maybe a little forewarning would have been nice, because Comeau suddenly wants him gone, and Shane soon finds himself being traded to what could be the worst possible outcome: Boston.
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- Part 4 of Hollanov A/B/O
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The mating run was an event Shane dreaded every year, and when he’s finally forced to participate he decides to simply find somewhere to ride it out, alone. What he doesn’t bank on however, is Ilya Rozanov. And this year the alpha is determined to finally claim what is his.
After so long being the hunter, Shane is now the hunted - he just doesn’t quite know it yet.
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Ilya Rozanov has a Shane Hollander Update Account? by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jul 2026
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Cliff: who handles yours? Mines handled by my team
Cliff: my manager says its good tactic or some shit
Ilya: oh so your team interacts with the account?
Ilya: they know like inside bs?
Cliff: insider, yeah yeah, kind off, they say its good publicity
Cliff: and you can control what goes out or what not
Ilya: oooo smart
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Hm. Insider.
To be clear. If he did this, its not like the account will be the front runner or anything. Let alone get insider bullshit but still. It'll probably help with his english right, it'll also make him updated on the rival's captain.
It just make sense. And who knows it'll also help him know Hollander's strategy, see. It make sense. Thats all.
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What if Rozanov was too enamored by Hollander after what happened in the hotel gym. Couldn't get enough of him that he made an update account to have a reason to watch his every move.
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Amira realizes, after a disappointing 'date' night, that maybe she and the other Player Characters deserve to be treated a bit better, and that maybe their current love lives aren't attributing much to their happiness. I mean hell, they've been to constant proms, were rejected a countless number of times for menial, small things, and they've never once put their own interests above the interests of their crushes.
It's time that they maybe look towards the future, think long-term, and figure out what they want to do for themselves. (The truth is that they barely saw a future for themselves outside of Spooky High). Because of this shift in goals, their love interests have to flip the tables to make it up to them. Take the time to learn about the monsters who poured their time and love into solving their problems, bringing comfort, and holding their hands through difficult times in their lives.
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Four times where Lance feels insecure, and one time where Keith has had enough.
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Tell Me You Know (Tell Me It’s Okay) by inkstainzed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jul 2026
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"Okay." Ilya takes a deep breath, letting it out. He lays down, resting his head on a pillow, and lays the phone on his diaphragm after he puts it on speaker. He hums, thinking. "Do you like chai actually? Or your, uh— friend, he decides for you?"
There's a long, long silence after that. Ilya swallows, hoping he hadn't asked the wrong thing. He went on a limb, in a way, because that's what Ilya always does. He assumes things, and butts in where he probably shouldn't and gives boys who look like they're emotionally one foot in the grave notes with his number on it. For some reason.
"No, he doesn’t." Shane says, eventually, and all Ilya's muscles un-tense. "I do really like chai. Caramel chai, mostly, if wherever I go has it."
"This can be arranged." Ilya says, his hands behind his head. "I am very good barista."
Shane snorts, then. Ilya makes it his goal to get him to laugh, and he'd say he's making pretty good progress so far.
Or, Shane is in a severely abusive relationship with his boyfriend, Ash. When they visit a nearby café one day, their server, Ilya, realizes something isn’t quite right between them.
Ilya can’t help but try and do something about it.
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It's You by heph_hparchive (otherparties) for hogwartsfirebolt (lostgansey)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Jul 2021
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“You know I mean it, don’t you?” Harry asks, and Draco startles. “I mean it when I say it’s you.”
“It could be anyone.”
Harry’s nails dig into the meat of Draco’s shoulder for a split second. “It’s you.”
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Draco knows many things about Harry Potter. He's about to learn a few more.
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What if Itoshi Rin had secretly been doing ice skating on the side.
Rin is finally confronted.
His soccer dream is slowly building, and he'd managed to score a goal in the u20 game. He'd beaten Sae.
Soccer gave him purpose.
But before training, he'd ice skated -- it gave him freedom. His coach had given him to option to compete at nationals. A chance to prove himself
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- Part 1 of Figure Skater Itoshi Rin Au
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Ahhhh i need more!! 10/10 cant wait 🫶🥹
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so brave, so bold by pangs for When_Rivers_Run_Red
Fandoms: Fate/stay night & Related Fandoms
15 Jul 2023
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Rin decides she needs Kirei's help before attempting to give Shirou her crest.
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o brave, so bold
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Rin decides she needs Kirei's help before attempting to give Shirou her crest.